I should be done posting about what happened at Social Security. It happened, it wasn't much different than I expected, life goes on. In fact, I should be asleep - it's gone one, and I have to be up at seven to call the doctor and talk to a friend. But I'm still really upset, and I can't stop thinking about it.

( Warning: contains explicit reference to genital surgery that some may find offensive or triggering )

A recent post on one of the communities I follow made me realise that I've been wanting to say this for quite a while. It was a bit (okay, a lot) off-topic to the actual post, so I decided it would be better put in my own journal ( Read more... )

Man, I canNOT sleep tonight. So I've decided to post some pictures of those near and dear to my heart.

( Pictures behind the cut, because I care. :) )

My main focus lately has been on trying to get a job. Trying is the key word in that sentence; I've not been making much progress on even getting applications filled out online. While I've been struggling with this, two things happened. First, a good friend of mine was given a formal assessment and diagnosed with severe ADHD. Second, routemaps posted a ( Read more... )

I took some more pictures recently, and figured it was time to share them. This is me at three months on testosterone.

( Me! )

I meant to post weekly-or-so updates, but for one reason or another never got around to it. I started self-injecting 100mg weekly of testosterone cypionate on July 2nd.

( Cut for frank discussion of body parts and sex. NSFW Oh, and it's really long. )

Well, we had some excitement here tonight. Our neighbour, June*, came over to tell us that some guys were looking into the cars, so we went out and made sure ours were locked up. Then her boyfriend, July*, told us they were watching a group of people across the street break into cars. I opened the bedroom window so that I could hear if something ( Read more... )

Oh, god. Ohgodohgodohgod.

I'm terrified.

So, I had it all figured out. I was going to come out to R first, so that I could stop hiding this at home. Once that drama was over, or at least died down, then I was going to come out to my parents. After that, mind, the plan got a little fuzzy - but that's not the point ( Read more... )

I'm off to the sleep lab tonight - not happy about having to leave mfrazercani and sleep alone, but hopefully some good answers to my insomnia and fatigue will come of it. This should be interesting...